Changing star

rozpadam się

na szare strony, szare dni

nie ma bólu

który by wyciszył myśli

a nie mogę --

więc robię wszystko

więc mam tyle

by się zająć

od byle iskry

Painful hope

Staircases of mist

to follow you 

up

to the rooftops

of every morning

watching the light as it hits

peaks of the woods

it hits me

you should have never follow it

now all the sorrow soked up to the ground

returns from the ground

against its gravity

from where you lay

to where you are

may we meet again

SILENCIO

Waking up with bees
                          in my chest
with one heavy loung
knots and knuckles
seeing white

dread in breath out
quiet dissonance
my boiling head and this tight
                                  tight throat

weight me out

you don't know how you feel
until you don't --

WHERE IS MY MIND

Does it repulse you
my bitter skin

should I strip to nothing
                                  but bone
is my mimimum bare enough
-- bareable

I could take your tattoos
and wear it on myself
                                 like a jewel
semi-precious germ

then feel feverish for so long
that my body will
finally fight you

EYES CLOSED

if no one cares
no one to judge
no one to hurt
                no one to care about

I put their bodies on mine
like an armour
because
                 the worst
                 is most possible way

it feels like I almost hate you

DEJA VOULU

Everyday I get less
last calls turned to be least

how do I tell that the wine
went bad
how do I tell that you --

should I just change or
try to light you up
                        with tank of gasoline

darling
every woman is a whore
                         in the eyes of a man
                         which couldn't take her

SKIN TO BONE

Someone has been sleeping in my bed
  has been eating of me
  for four years
  for fuck's sake

so I heard she told you to think
and you did

I'm glad

I'll say it twice
-- for you to understand
  this humiliation

  this is the last time

I change languages
like you change your mind
-- to ostatni raz